I’m doing so poorly in college.. Its unbelievable. I honestly can’t get it. I need a 2.5 to initiate into my fraternity and i’m so upset over the fact that I might not be able to. I’m so damn fucked up right now in the head. Everything is falling apart around me and I can’t control anything. I honestly love Western and everyone and I love my fraternity. I want to stay so badly! I want to initiate. I’m so scared. I could never see myself leaving Western. I have to finish what I started. I can’t drop out or go below 2.5.. it’s such a big deal to me, nothing has ever been this big of a deal to me.. And people who don’t give a fuck are doing well in classes and I give the most fucks out of anyone almost and I get fucked over.
Please God, help me…. I’m such a mess anymore.